May 2013
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“Because when something happens, she’s the person I want to tell. The most basic...”
– David Levithan (via twotonmantaray)
Putting your own wellbeing before others may feel...
March 2013
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To anyone who may still be following me;
As you can see I disappeared for awhile & recently started rebloging post.
I made it about 4 months sober when I first started this blog. Then I went back out for another 3 months or so.
Today is my 42nd day sober. This time around it was much harder to quit. I made it 5 days without AA. On the 6th day I walked into a meeting. Went to 3 meetings that day & got a sponsor that night.
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“It’s all about falling in love with yourself and sharing that love with someone...”
– Eartha Kitt (via peacerevelation)
“We could do ourselves a tremendous favour by letting go of the people who poison...”
– Steve Maraboli (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
“Breathe. It’s okay. You’re going to be okay. Just breathe. Breathe, and remind...”
– Daniell Koepke (via internal-acceptance-movement)
“And now we don’t go to priests, and we don’t go to doctors and people with...”
– ‘Drunks’ Jack McCarthy (via theycallmedrew)
“But eventually you learn that you just can’t save anyone no matter how hard you...”
– Kovie Biakolo, You Can’t Save Anyone (via larmoyante)
August 2012
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I feel weird doing these personal post because I feel like no one really cares.
Last Sunday was one month sober but it was also my one year with the boy. <3
Today we are going to the Farmer’s Market. Going to get some more fruit. Also there is a vegan NON-GMO burger we like to eat at.
But here is the big news; at some point before or after the FM we are going to best buy to get a...
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Tomorrow will be a month.
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I really want to drink tonight. Convince myself that I don’t have a problem & just drink.
Today was/is my boyfriend’s birthday. He is at work now & I am here with him. I want to use his birthday as an excuse to ‘celebrate’ & drink. He doesn’t really care to drink.
The other night I told him a wanted to drink & he asked if it was going to become an...
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Feel like I woke up on the wrong side of thw bed this morning so I am going back to bed.
July 2012
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2 weeks.
The past two weeks has had its moments but it hasn’t been too bad. I have constructed the idea of drinking in a way in my mind which makes me not really want to drink. I get the slight ‘Ah, I want to have a drink’ but then when I really think about it I realize that I really don’t want to drink.
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Update;
So, I know its been a while since I have last updated.
I have just been busy working & haven’t had much to update on. I have stayed sober. Just been reading & then going to sleep on nights that I sleep alone. On the nights that I spend with the boy we have just been playing video games late.
I have unfortunately seemed to have somewhat substituted caffeine in some way for alcohol...
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I would like to get a tattoo. I am not sure what of yet but definitely something positive.
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Update;
Seventh day. The last couple nights have been late nights filled with video games. I have had my craving & honestly have wanted to talk my self out of knowing that I have a problem with alcohol. Just brush it off & drink. That’s what they call denial, I guess.
Moving forward & looking ahead a sober life is the way for me.
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Anonymous asked: Hello Love <3 I just wanted to stop by and say hi and that I know you can do this. Just stay strong. :)
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I feel like such a mess. Why is tonight so much harder.
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I feel like I am all over the place in my head right now.
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Day Four;
I feel sick to my stomach right now. I was feeling kinda overly energetic today & a little edgy. I should have just went out for a walk or something but instead I over ate. I feel like I ate so much food today. Ugh.
Can’t wait to be done here at work. I just want to go to sleep. I wish I had a computer at the place I stay four nights a week. Tonight is my last night there though &...
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I am never going to be a drunken caterpillar again. I am a sober butterfly now & there is no going back.
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